"Rich bodies..."

Wealth came and left but experiences and memories are here to stay. ^^

Hafta pay off some debts and stabilize my finances... Anyone got any part time jobs?

Anyways...

That aside, I've been thinkin lately. I always think, I know... I hardly turn off. But...

Lately its about people that matter most to me...

To YOU:
I'd die to put a smile on your face...

Please, ur a friend, a sister and so much more to me. I dont know whats wrong but I hope this phase passes soon.

I know, I have always stood silently and listened but now... I wanna act. I wanna reach out with you to grasp that elusive happiness we've sought for so long in our lives. So please... smile you stupid stupid girl.

Without it you... no. I feel so helpless. You may not even know if I care but I do. You may not even know this post adressed to you exists but it does. My existence is hence not wasted... I'll do it! I'll play a part in your happiness no matter how small... So cheer up!!!

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Shhhh! Ignore that if u know its not meant for you. And even if it is meant for you and ur reading this but dont realize it... I dont care. For the record... DISCLAIMER: Its not AMY. Dont jump to conclusions.

Anyway... I've found my purpose in life recently and I've learnt to embrace it.

For so long I've dreaded the fact that Im able to be there for and help others and yet be unable to help my own situation in any way. But now...

I've found it gave me purpose, I should be happy... satisfied that Im able to bring smiles to others. If my life cant be my own... who cares? If I dont, no one else should. My happiness should miror those around me and if i can play a part in it, Im glad.

Some may say its noble others may say Im just indulging in false sense of righteousness to justify my existence. Whatever u have to say, it changes nothing. I'll still give my all, my most sincere. Accept it or get lost. :D

Whoever may still be reading, i dont know cause of a dead tragboard and the fact i rarely update. Thanks for caring. Take care ok?

Ciao~

"Rich bodies... poor Hearts and Souls"

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