"You see I cannot be Forsaken..."

The screaming in my head these past few days is all but gone. Apparently, according to my mom at least, I've turned into some kind off ghost...

I swear... lol

That's not the case.

Anyway, Im finally getting paid tomolo. The company FINALLY succumb to pressure when my ex's mom threatened to take this to court. She's some kind of manager there so her words bear a certain weight.

Recently, I've found myself looking for a higher calling. A kind of devotion... Spiritual. To God perhaps?

I believe in God. But religion has never been my cup of tea. To me, I feel closer to God by answering to my conscience.



I am God's Blade

Let action be my prayer

More than any word

Punishment I shall endure, Sins I shall atone for

Untiring

He wields my heart

To protect the weak, To rise above injustice

Only by his will, shall I be subdued



I live by these words. That's what keeps me kinda hyper methinks. Hahax

I've sinned alot in the past. This keeps me trying my best to make up for it.

An oath to the undefeated. ^^

"You see I cannot be Forsaken... God shall guide me. Give me strength"

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