"Without love... "

Spent the day pondering. Rolling in my bed, trying to figure out why...

Why am I still depressed? Even with so many things going the right way for me.

Why am I in this STANDSTILL? What's missing?

Only now i realize what I'm yearning for deep in my sub-conscience. Funny as it may sound...

I... I need to be touched. Human contact. Warm hands running over my skin as I sleep. By hands that I could trust with my insecurities and could take them all away. Special hands of someone special. Hands that I've not yet found.

Sounds perverted right? hahax

More like someone with a deprived childhood of sorts. To ask to be touched... Man! I've sunk to new lows :P

But i dont really care. I wanna open up sides of myself that i don't usually show. Not even to myself. Comin out of my shell like this really does bring me some relief.

Introspective. That's a new me.

See ya around ^^

"Without love... With hope"

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